EP9: Culture Shock, Racism, and Rebuilding: Our Immigration Stories

In this episode of Pondering Pandaz, Jayden and Ryan get deeply personal about their immigration journeys—from the icy streets of Canada to the mental fog of language barriers and culture shock. Jayden shares what it was like arriving as a child and being thrown into public school with zero support, while Ryan opens up about the quiet loneliness of moving abroad as an international student, despite having all the “preparation” on paper. 

Together, they explore the subtle and overt challenges of racism, losing identity, adjusting to a new education system, and finding belonging in a society that often sees immigrants as outsiders. From the evolving role of Chinatowns to the dilemma of political participation as Asian immigrants, this episode reflects on what it truly means to rebuild a life in a new world—and what gets lost in translation along the way. 

00:00 – Kicking Off with Snacks and Banter 
04:00 – First Impressions of Landing in a New Country 
10:50 – Language Barriers & the Crash of Confidence 
17:00 – Culture Shock, Friendships & Fitting In 
22:30 – Bullying, Racism, and Feeling Alienated 
32:00 – Is Immigration Really a “Better Life”? 
38:00 – The Rise and Decline of Chinatowns 
46:00 – Do Asian Immigrants Participate in Politics? 
54:00 – Generational Differences in Identity and Belonging